Day 168; June 28th, 2011: Tears

So today we took Ali to the store in Gateway that has a bunch of Hello Kitty stuff, and we also went to the post office so she could mail her bowling balls back to Mississippi.
While at the post office I flat out told Mat that I would do anything to be with Devin. I guess he text Devin and they got in a huge fight. Mat said I wasn't allowed to know, which means it was about me.

With all that on top of the fact that I feel like though every guy thinks I'm too good for them, I'm not good enough to even deserve a chance with any of them. None of the guys I like will date me because I'm "too good for them" or they're afraid to hurt me. Its total BS.
So then when I heard that Devin and Mat were fighting about me... I literally got in my car and drove off. I went to the park near Valley River Center. I sat on the closest bench and cried.
Mat and Ali came and found me...
I cried some more...
then we went and got pizza.