Day 52; March 3rd, 2011: I need to get out...

Today was the day to pay rent and the bills. Ugh. I talked to my momma and goodness gracious do I miss her... I also talked to my dad and told him everything that's going on. For once talking to him actually helped and made me feel better about certain stresses. I have a job interview tomorrow, I'm really hoping to get it. I need things that are going to get me out of this apartment. I'm getting tired of being put down. It's not fair, nor do I deserve it. I'm tired of me trying to get my dog to stop barking and people keep antagonizing him. Its not nice to the dog, nor does it help him know that he should listen to me. I wrote some of my letters to Casey and Cortney today, so I can mail them off tomorrow. I honestly can't wait to go back to Vegas. I am also very hopeful that my mom does feel better tomorrow so she'll come up here. I need her. I'm so homesick.