So I broke up with him, and I lied through the entire email I sent him to break up with him:
"Hey,
I'm sorry about how I was tonight, just hear me out as I explain... please? I had a stressful trip home (dealing with family and friends and a lot of other things) and a lot happened that I need to think about. I don't want to bring you down with me, so I don't know if I can handle a relationship right now because I have so much going on that I know I wont be a good girlfriend.
This honestly has nothing to do with you. You are amazing and very sweet... I just handle things properly right now. I know this sounds like a horrible way to break up, but I'm just being honest. I do really like you, and I'm so so sorry that this happened. I don't want things to be awkward between us and I sure don't want to lose you as a friend.
Just on top of everything else that's going on, I know I wouldn't give a relationship the attention and care that it needs, as you saw today. I hope you understand and don't totally hate my guts for this. I feel horrible and I hate that I couldn't bring myself to tell you all this in person, but I wouldn't have been able to find the words. Please, don't hate me. I'm sorry....."
His response:
"its fine i did it and you can too. least you got it done and over with. and no hard feelings but i kinda really wanted it to work with us... but it wont hurt to be friends. Im just kinda upset though. :/
but ill get over it. hopefully you cheer up and if i was an ass at all dont take it seriously. your really pretty and you need to know that. :)
"
So I messaged back:

"thank you
again, I'm sorry."
Then he has the nerve to reply with:
"Just one thing did u cheat?"
So I so readily replied:"Wow. No. I didn't. I would never do that to a guy, and I think people that do are low lifes. So, no. I'm better than that. If I was interested in another guy, I would have told you and handled it from there. Cheating is a cowards way out. Why in the world would you think that I would cheat on you? Do I really seem like that kind of girl?"
And he calmly replies:
"K well I asked cuz the day u break up with me is when I told u to break up if u were cheating sorry for askin"
So I yet again said:"The fact that you asked me twice in the car in front of Richard embarrassed me, and that's one reason I stopped talking. I said no then, so its just kinda amazing that you don't trust my answer. Sorry."
His reply:
"I only asked once in the car.... Maybe u didn't understand what my reply was"
So I said:"I did understand. You're saying that it seemed suspicious that I broke up with you the same day you said that. But I'm saying the fact that you had to ask again means that you didn't fully believe my answers from earlier."
And all he said was:
"sorry??"
He'd be pissed if he knew I posted all this... but oh well.
Told ya it wouldn't last.
On a better note: hanging with Andrew and everyone tonight was awesome.
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