Day 240; September 8th, 2011: What made me think I could do this?

 So I woke up at 6 this morning because silly little me agreed to work this morning. Bleh. Luckily it wasn't too bad, we just ran around and ran some errands. Its just tiring because I had work yesterday as well. So I came home and napped. It was nice.
Mat and I are going to Portland this coming weekend and its going to be CRAZY. I'm kind of excited but rather nervous because we're heading up there Saturday and going to stay to go dancing, but I have work Sunday morning... I might possibly die.

As for today, I don't know what made me think I could do all the things I want to do. I'm not the best dancer, I'm not crazy dedicated...
Though ... really.... I am.
I just need to find that confidence again, I guess... 'cause I lost it some place.

P.S. I'm in the Cabaret show as part of the Ensemble.