So after stopping in and seeing Ariel today I hit the road for Eugene. As you can tell I made it safe, but the car ride was odd because every song my Ipod played was reminding me of Devin. Like not just in my mind either, it played all lovey, cute or just flat out dirty songs. It really made me miss him... I almost turned around countless times.
I honestly already miss Devin, and sometimes I wish that he read this because he'd know that though I do respect his decision and choice for us not being together and that I totally understand it... but I still would do anything in my power to change his mind. I flat out told him that I love him and that I was scared to tell him because I was afraid to fall on my face. I didn't fall on my face, but now... I just want him. I miss him and I love him. Wish there was something I could do.
So after stopping in and seeing Ariel today I hit the road for Eugene. As you can tell I made it safe, but the car ride was odd because every song my Ipod played was reminding me of Devin. Like not just in my mind either, it played all lovey, cute or just flat out dirty songs. It really made me miss him... I almost turned around countless times. 
I honestly already miss Devin, and sometimes I wish that he read this because he'd know that though I do respect his decision and choice for us not being together and that I totally understand it... but I still would do anything in my power to change his mind. I flat out told him that I love him and that I was scared to tell him because I was afraid to fall on my face. I didn't fall on my face, but now... I just want him. I miss him and I love him. Wish there was something I could do.
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