Tonight was poker night, and I thought I was just going to get to play the cute hostess but ends up that I was playing too.All together it was: Mat, Will (his co-worker), Will's roommate (who I rudely forgot what his name is, oops), Jesse, Taylor and I. Taylor didn't play, but it was still fun. And I wasn't the first to fun out of chips! (:p) I'm still not good at poker though. I did have the second best hand in one round. I felt cool.
After Jesse left though, Mat and I had one of our talks about why I'm so shy and nervous. He says its because I let myself, but I know that its really because all the other guys I have been with have tended to be jerks. For once, the guy is nice and oddly... I don't know what to think about it because I don't know how to read it. I'm so used to: if a guys nice, they're wanting something. But not this time. Its all new to me, and I don't think Mat really gets that. Guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens.
All I know for sure, is I'm going to keep being myself.
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