Day 202; August 1st, 2011: Is that too much to ask?

So, I kinda feel like a change of address is in order. Instead of my address saying Eugene, I almost feel like it needs to say "friendsville".
Guys always say "act like yourself, and I'm sure I'll like you", so I act like myself... but then get stuck with the "I don't wanna be more than friends" line. I'm fine with that, really I am. It just gets annoying after a little bit. I don't think you understand, readers... I know how I am as a girlfriend. I've had friends tell me that I put my all into a relationship without expecting anything in return. Yes, I'm one of "those" girls.
"Those" girls meaning, the girl who says that she'll do anything because she will. The one who doesn't mind making time out of her booked full schedule just to be with her guy. The girl who can stay in and have just as much fun as she would going out. The girl who doesn't want a guy to spend money on her, and almost seems upset when the guy does.
But being one of "those" girls isn't a bad thing. I know a relationship is about give and take. That's the only way to make them work. You have to find a balance so neither is both giving all they have and never receiving. And yeah, though I may be one of "those" girls... it doesn't mean I don't still like to be spoiled every once in a blue moon.
I just really cherish the little things. Like if a guy I'm dating brings me coffee as a surprise, oh man... I'd be so happy. Dates are always nice, I may make a little fuss about prices, but I wont say more than three sentences about it. Flowers are sweet when they're for no occasion at all and I love getting them, but I'd much rather a guy just spend his money on something else and just spend some time with me rather than flowers. I'm a very simple girl. I'm easy to please and I smile when I can make the guy I'm with smile.
The issue right now is... I don't have a guy. I can't say its an issue because I don't need a guy. But ya know... I'd like one. I'm tired of "friendsville"... I just... I wish one guy would give me a chance to show them how important they are. One guy to just give me a chance to be the girl holding their hand and cuddling with them, and getting the kisses and cute text/phone calls. One guy to just give me the chance to be their girlfriend.
Is that too much to ask?