Day 224; August 23rd, 2011: Miss her

 So no lie, I'm only wearing a hood to cover my hair, its so messy right now, its ridiculous.

Now for the real thoughts of the day:
I miss my sister... as much as it makes me laugh that my family section on facebook is mostly my friends... I still really miss my sister. It drives me nuts that we aren't talking at all. I tried emailing her and there was nothing.
I hate that we're still fighting, but I guess its ultimately up to her. I can't change her mind or make her listen to me... so what ever. Yeah, I'll always miss her but ya know, I apologized. That's as much as I can do. If she wont listen to me... then fine.
I'm trying to realize that I always knew this was coming: the day I no longer feel I can call my sister, my sister. But its just something that's really hard to accept.




And I know it'll never be okay with me.