Day 223; August 22nd, 2011: Caring?

Ya know... its been an up and down/roller coaster of emotions day. But I'm starting to realize how much I really just don't care. I kinda expect people to hurt me, and I honestly just tend to not care. I know this probably isn't the healthiest thing in the world, but its true. I mean, I fell in love with guys who all just let me fall on my face... I let my friends emotionally and mentally tear me apart.... at this point... I'm just done caring. I mean, no one notices when I'm on the edge of breaking down... but I'm still supposed to be there for everyone else. Why am I the only one who seems to be caring?