Today I've been holding in tears... I keep feeling like I'm starting to lose grip on everything that I have. My sanity is going out the window and my strength is slowly withering away to nothing. I'm watching myself every day just lose all the power I have...I lost control over everything I've had control over. I lost control of my mind and how I think. I lost control of my disorder and I've lost control of figuring out ways to get everything to work.
I'm always told about how strong everyone thinks I am, I've always believed it too... but I guess even a strong bridge can only hold so much weight before it starts to break.
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